im sad wasim akram's wife passed away

wasim akram is like one of my favorite cricket players..and his wife just passed away today..her name was huma.. :'( i looved seeing their couple..they came in a video together..here's the link... allah waseem akram ko sabar dey aur mrs. akram ko jannat mein jaga ataye farmaye .. ameen

I LIED..i was reading this makeup blog so i didnt get to write !!

okay so i'm reallly really happy for someone right now because of the way they feel :) <3 face="courier new">LOVE YOU WAY MORE AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU CHINKU jajaja <3 mwah mwah I don't care if he has the worst Urdu in the world,it just means a lot to you and I'm totally happy with that..!!!!!
so yah besides that,my life is basically going down the drain..I don't know what i'm good at..i hav no real hobbies besides facebooking or IM'ing certain people online..I have no idea what I want to pursue in life..I wish I was good at SOMETHING..but history....i mean there HAS to be other careers that involve history besides teaching..I just hate going to a science highschool where everyone is either planning on becoming the next Einstein or the next Donald Trump; i feel so lost and out of it b/c my interests are in interior designing..FAIL ! i jst saw this homemaking show where they were telling married,aged women to go take interior designing courses..GOD! i must sound so cynical right now, just exactly like how I DONT want to sound and wanna poke people's eyes out who do..but that's life..and on top of that,nani's health just got worse I REALLY HOPE SHE PULLS THROUGH :'(
i heard her voice on the fone n i dont think i can even concentrate on anything right now..
i cleaned like a maniac when i got home today,top to bottom,i organized my shelf to help me make myself feel better..and then i got the tawa and made some roasted chicken with rice and weird white sauce i prepared myself...i'm not trying to boast or anything but it was DELISH <3 i wish i could hav u try some but only when u get ur ass to NYC =] <3 w/ potter perhaps..

I'M DOOMED

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG i think i failed my math test that i took today..zaiiiin :'(!!!!! i got the absolute value inequalities and the regular inequalities confused and there were definitely more than 4 problems on the test on that n they were worth a lot of points..i fucking hate my blob of a teacher who expects us to remember so much stuff..the review sheets didnt even have those types of problems and wen i get the test its like bombarded with questions on it..i'm utterly pissed and at my wits end..i got a 47 on my last test in math :'( and this time i dont even wanna know and plus on top of that she'll hate me for being such a dumbfuck! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant even do my physics hw now just thinking about how i bombed this test...HELPP!! I NEED ALEX TO TUTOR ME AGAIN.