Heavy Confessions

It's so awkward anytime I meet eyes with you The more I avoid you the more I run into you Out of the ten thousand people in school why do i have to see you everywhere i go? Reminscent of the past, a painful trip down memory lane everytime I encounter you Wont deny you look good in a suit but a wolf is still a wolf no matter what it bears. Ripped my heart out the last time I saw you with another girl she must be a whore. Too bad you never saw what was in front of you Too bad it's a little too late.

Where are you from? Oh, that sucks..I'm from NYC

and zain this is SPECIFICALLY FOR YOU :p
BOOO-YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
i think im in love with new york again ...it happens to me everytime i see the middle...the midwest SUCKS DONKEY SPHERICAL BALLS...ew ew ew ew ew ew i dont even wanna hear people use the word "y'all" if i lived in the south that'd be a disaster too... "y'all" would be more commonly used than the phrase "that's what she said.." now THAT is injustice to humankind in all aspects..
so i should really get back to doing my lab and i hope u read this texan suckaaa <3 i still love u thooughhh

MICHAEL SCOTT!

so i think im crushing on michael scott,and therefore..steve carell!!!!!!!!!!
i find him so hot,cute and FREAKING funny..i die laughing watching the office..and feeling sympathetic towards him...he IS world's best boss..i'd so want him as my boss..i feel so bad for him sometimes b/c idk no one seems to like him @ the office..I WOULD LOVE HIM... :D <3
I mean idk why but ughhhh i jst like him a lot ..i had a fever but i went out all the way to 59th street jst to rent get smart to see more of him and the 40 year old virgin..AHHHHHHHHh

im sad wasim akram's wife passed away

wasim akram is like one of my favorite cricket players..and his wife just passed away today..her name was huma.. :'( i looved seeing their couple..they came in a video together..here's the link... allah waseem akram ko sabar dey aur mrs. akram ko jannat mein jaga ataye farmaye .. ameen

I LIED..i was reading this makeup blog so i didnt get to write !!

okay so i'm reallly really happy for someone right now because of the way they feel :) <3 face="courier new">LOVE YOU WAY MORE AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU CHINKU jajaja <3 mwah mwah I don't care if he has the worst Urdu in the world,it just means a lot to you and I'm totally happy with that..!!!!!
so yah besides that,my life is basically going down the drain..I don't know what i'm good at..i hav no real hobbies besides facebooking or IM'ing certain people online..I have no idea what I want to pursue in life..I wish I was good at SOMETHING..but history....i mean there HAS to be other careers that involve history besides teaching..I just hate going to a science highschool where everyone is either planning on becoming the next Einstein or the next Donald Trump; i feel so lost and out of it b/c my interests are in interior designing..FAIL ! i jst saw this homemaking show where they were telling married,aged women to go take interior designing courses..GOD! i must sound so cynical right now, just exactly like how I DONT want to sound and wanna poke people's eyes out who do..but that's life..and on top of that,nani's health just got worse I REALLY HOPE SHE PULLS THROUGH :'(
i heard her voice on the fone n i dont think i can even concentrate on anything right now..
i cleaned like a maniac when i got home today,top to bottom,i organized my shelf to help me make myself feel better..and then i got the tawa and made some roasted chicken with rice and weird white sauce i prepared myself...i'm not trying to boast or anything but it was DELISH <3 i wish i could hav u try some but only when u get ur ass to NYC =] <3 w/ potter perhaps..

I'M DOOMED

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG i think i failed my math test that i took today..zaiiiin :'(!!!!! i got the absolute value inequalities and the regular inequalities confused and there were definitely more than 4 problems on the test on that n they were worth a lot of points..i fucking hate my blob of a teacher who expects us to remember so much stuff..the review sheets didnt even have those types of problems and wen i get the test its like bombarded with questions on it..i'm utterly pissed and at my wits end..i got a 47 on my last test in math :'( and this time i dont even wanna know and plus on top of that she'll hate me for being such a dumbfuck! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i cant even do my physics hw now just thinking about how i bombed this test...HELPP!! I NEED ALEX TO TUTOR ME AGAIN.

The SisterHood: Entry #2: From the Voice of Bridget..

Marital Status:single
Residence: D.C.
Right now: soccer camp in Baja California
Obsession: ERIC ERIC ERIC ERIC ERIc!!!!
Oh my god, he is so hot! My soccer coach that is ;) ..I really want him!! He is soo gorgeous, he's a mixture of Hispanic looks and Caucasian! Whenever I look at him, I just want to show my talents off, I feel so overwhelmed and tempted to touch him and have him notice me. and trust me I will do anything for him to notice me! I've already tried ..but unfortunately he thought I was not a great player I think because he didn't even stare at me while I was doing that,okay so maybe I overreacted and took away the soccer ball from all of the teammates. Well, better luck next time, I really want him to love me but he said that he's my soccer coach so it's not "right." Can you believe him!?!?! What the heck is wrong with him? Well I've already asked dad to send me a lot of clothes to show off so here goes nothing...! He's going to have to notice me...I don't like it when guys don't realize I'm there ,especially if I like them.
Well tatz for now Diana just called me for a practice game between the Tacos and the Burritos! cheerio